My heart goes out to all those affected by the Sandy Hook Elementary shooting.

=(

I feel broken...
Doctor Who.

Expected to bawl my eyes out last night.

I usually do.

Figured it’d be worse because of the last few days’ events.

Grandma passed away.

Been taking care of mom, grandpa and niece so haven’t even really cried yet except for the initial “gain of knowledge” or whatever.

I figured, I haven’t released these hurt emotions yet, and ( Read more... )

Grandma in hospital. Mom thinks she's cursed because grandpa went into hospital when mom and dad were in Pheonix a few months ago and had to come back early and now they were going to Vegas this weekend for a week to use their refund from last trip ( Read more... )

If I start working on posting my previous fics at my AO3 account, I'll feel like writing more? But then, for some reason I'm feeling like all my stuff is crap and not worth trying to repost...

I did get a fairly intense plot bunny last night for DW during a bout of insomnia.

I dunno...

So I just emailed Reel Pride president (I'm vice...) That I don't think that I can be of assistance to the festival anymore with all the changes. The changes are good, just over my head andwith a lot of personal stuff to deal with, I just need time to myself ( Read more... )

• I have not written a damn thing in 8 months. T.T

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Why is there a Doctor Who marathon on and I don't get the channel?!?! -cries-

So I received an email yesterday from my elementary school. I had sent the before/after day care there a resume on Feb 9 this year, and she emailed me yesterday. Apparently I'd given permission to hold on to the resume for future reference. (I do not remember this...but oh well ( Read more... )

Lonely. Like whoah crazy lonely.depressed. Tired. Overwhelmed. Anxious.

Did I mention lonely?

Ugh...

Thinking your only option to survive financially is going home... -shudder- I don't want to go back to that angry and negative environment. It makes me so mad to be with them for more than a few hours....let alone living there again ( Read more... )